Thursday, April 07, 2005

LOST LOVE

I wish yesterday were here 2day
and he would be beside me, and as we lay
Close to one another; my head on his chest
Warm and naked I can feel his skin on mine
The very thought of him arouses me like no other
Anytime, anyplace I need him, I want him; yearning to love him
Why did he leave, then let me find him and
But for some reason a road block has kept me a far
I have my hammer and chisel ready and willing to work hard
at breaking down those barriers and layers of ice
That have caused this cold heart
A heart that once looked at me like I was a Queen
It was definitely love cuz my heart saw him as a King
A King who has been through hell and back
Not loved right and mistreated; this is a fact
Lord knows I understand cuz I've been through similar things
But all I know is I would give anything...you hear me; anything
To have yesterday back, days when I was your Queen and u were my King
Days when we spent endless hours lost in each others thoughts
lusting and loving each other, showing u how much I care
So if u ever hear this or find these words that I write
Know that those were the best times of my life
And no one could ever replace the truth...I LOVE YOU

This one was one that I really debated on putting on here since I know that people are going to read this, the funny thing is, I write stuff similar to this all the time I just don't like people to see this side of me... True feelings, raw emotions, uncensored, keep it real. Hope that you liked this one and tell me how you feel... Did I lose you just to find you again and lose you all over?

LOST LOVE.....

Monday, April 04, 2005

Face Value.......

What does this phrase mean to you? Let me ask you this do you take a conversation for instance at face value or do you read in to it? How about a relationship, do you take it for face value or do you think there is something more. Face Value, those two simple words can get you in to so much trouble because if you always take it for face value, you might just lose the greatest thing you have ever known in your life. There are some things that you should take for face value or the term that means the same, "with a grain of salt". If you can do this through out life you will be alone, maybe you would like that and really have no feelings for the people you affect. Myself I take each day as the last and remember that everyone I meet is someone special, if not to me they mean the world to someone and you need to give them respect, even if they are rude towards you. Remember you are the one that chooses who you take at face value and who you take for who they really are. Face value, could be as shallow as there physical beauty, or body, not them as a person. Face value could be you loving someone for there families money or their own money. Face value to say the least is being shallow. To each your own, but what do you view people as, themselves or for their.....

FACE VALUE......