Saturday, July 28, 2007

Taking it all in.....

So life is crazy and we love that, well most people do. Change is good but sometimes just doing the same old thing is great. I love Sundays because it is a day for me to relax and be lazy while spending time with 2 great loves in my life. Now that I have a job that is once again Mon - Fri. I have family time on the weekends and we can start going on trips doing something worth while during the summer months.

I have been adjusting to have the little bookie back for the last couple months and she amazes me everyday. The thing is she has the intelligence of a teenager but lacks the enthusiasm to do the work we assign her. I want her to be ahead of her class so she is not the one struggling to get on the same page as everyone else. She has a great amount of energy and I love that because it keeps me on my feet.

My love you are probably the best thing that has ever happened to me other than bookie. You support me through everything sometimes you are a bit harsh but I know you don't mean it. I love the way your voice sounds when you first call me and when you tell me you love me it is the greatest feeling ever. I love you and can't wait to go on some excursions with you and bookie this summer.

Right now I am just trying to sit back, relax and let the good times roll!!!! Just try to enjoy every minute that you have here nothing is for sure and there are no guarantees that we will be here tomorrow or have what we have today. Take what you will from life I take the positive and leave the negative so that I can bask in the greatness of what we call life. So for now I'm just trying to....

TAKE IT ALL IN!!!!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Something's missing....

You ever wake up in the middle of the night and realize damn there's something missing?
I have to get up by 0230 to make it to work by 0500 and I have been having trouble sleeping.
I know why because something is missing...
I wake up and notice there is nothing to wake up next to and there is no one sending me messages the day through.
Your touch and the way you look at me or the way you smile in the morning when I say something stupid.
I miss your smell it has all but faded from the pillow and now it is that much harder.
I miss those small things they made my day that much better.
DHL is the same but my role is different and your not here to support me through it.
I don't have my best friend to call or see and confide in.
This is not something I thought would be so difficult.
But for some strange reason I feel lost, confused and plain again.
With you I feel like I can accomplish anything and you make me feel like I am the greatest person in the world.
This is something that I need you to know because when you are gone I miss you so much more than you will ever fathom.
I am here waiting for you I want you to know that right now I know there's


SOMETHING MISSING....