What Happens???

We have come to accept that we are here but for what purpose? We do not chose the life we are given, we can only change a certain percent of the outcome but in the end we only live to die... Is this what god made us for just a short term to grow up enjoy, suffer and die? I don't have the answers and don't understand why we come to exist only to cease from existing. This to me makes no sense at all. I know that while I am here I will change and make things better for the ones I love and adore.

You baby are the one that deserves better, you have a good heart but yet you hide it. I know who you are and what you have to offer so I tell you this, "I love you". Please don't ever change just remain the open loving person I fell in love with. Behind closed doors is where you tend to be more comfortable and I see changes in you but that's ok I understand I just hope that this is a phase and it will not remain in your master plan. I hope that when I am gone I have left you something that makes you happy everyday and stability.

Kiyara, your beauty is becoming and you have a personality that draws people to you. Keep your wits and know that you have the world on a platter make of it what you may. Learn to be open and use all of your special talents to achieve all of your goals. I want to be able to supply you the opportunity to do anything you wish. When I am no longer here don't fret, I will still remain as long as you remember me.

My family I love you all dearly and hope that I have and will become something that makes you proud, but I do not wish to become forgetful of who I am, nor do I wish to become an icon. I only hope that I have made you all happy in at least one aspect of our crazy lives and that you remember everything that is good and try to forget the bad. We tend to so easily remember the bad and forget the good with out a second thought. Please for my sake reminisce on the good and learn from the bad but be weary of holding on to it.

One last thing before I let you go. When you go to sleep tonight regardless if you are religious or not say a pray or do a ceremony or what ever it is you believe in for the people that you love, will love and those you have yet to meet. The world is not an easy place to live and a lot of things have changed for the good and some for the worse but make of it what you can. When we are no longer here, does anyone out there really know.....

WHAT HAPPENS???