Can I be....

Can I be your sunshine on a cloudy day?
Can I be your strength when you are weak?
Can I be the one you turn to in good and bad times?
Can I be your family, friend and confidon?
Can I be the only one that seems to get you thru the day?
Can I be the one that always makes you happy?
Can I be the friend that you never had?
Can I be everything you are not?
Can I be with you for whom I am?
Can I be just me?

Can I be....

For anyone that this touches I will be there for you...

I AM............

I AM:

I am the one that love pursues
I am beauty in an ugly world
I am athletic when the world is lazy I stay active
I am envied by few and loved by many
I am purity in its purest form
I am loving, caring and nurturing in a world of disregard
I am waiting on you to catch up with me
I am your strength when you can't go on
I am your hope when all else has failed you
I am simple in a fast paced, complicated world
I am soft, gentle and humble without losing my pride
I am everything I want to be
I am just me.......

I AM.... By: ME for my lovely lil sister (Babs)

Conscious

You ever watch, Pinocchio, when you were a kid? Do you remember Jimney Cricket? Your conscious is a powerful thing and can have you do right if you listen to it. Some people chose to do otherwise. I find myself a lot of times in situations where I should have left or I doubt that the person I am doing the stuff for really doesn't care or they are just using me. Some how I put that to the side and move forward with the task at hand. I know that I can give and forget, but receive and never forget and that is the way it should be. Give with a light heart and receive with a mind full of new memories to cherish. Is your conscious clear or is it heavy with regret? Only you can clear your conscious, you should start now. I live life to the fullest everyday, love to my fullest potential and give my all in everything I do. I know that you are always going to have something on your mind but make sure that you don't carry heavy burdens with you through life. This gives extra strain and allows you to hold back from living and enjoying life to its full potential. If you know or have a feeling that what you are doing is grimey stop think about the pain and suffering that might come along with it. Your conscious is there to steer you down the right path, you live and learn and life's lessons play a role in your conscious. Remember what ever you put into life you will get back, your kindness is always rewarded may not always be right away but it will come back to you. Your wrong doings will come back to you ten times over. Think about that voice the next time you want to do something, it is telling you the right thing that is your......

CONSCIOUS....

Imagine That

Never would have in a dream that would be considered one of the best, thought that I would come to have daughter that is so beautiful and smart. She is the one that makes me get through the hardest situations, no matter what I go through I know that she is there waiting for me. I have to set the example, me a mom who would have imagined that? Not me, I am a kid myself, always playing and having fun. I found that you don't have to change all that much when you have a kid you just have to be more strict and watch what you do in front of them. My daughter is my best friend and I am glad to have been blessed with a child like this. Funny how I used to talk alot of junk and say I don't ever want to be married never want kids and I am never going to change. I have come to this median in life where, I want a family, I'm ready to settle down, but the other one I don't know if I will ever grow up all the way. I like to have fun, can't lose my edge. There is a time to have fun and i know when the time to be serious is so why should I have to lose all of me all together? You ever think that you never want kids? Well one day that will change and you will find yourself saying I want a kid that I can spoil, oh they are so cute. I think that my friends tease me when they get to see the other side of me but I am all right with that, I love to cook and all that, imagine that, me???? Are you next? Did you ever think that you would be where you are now? Have you done what you've wanted or thought you would? Have you changed and is it really all that bad? Now that you are who you are, is it what you thought or is so different that you never would have....

IMAGINED THAT....

Big Thangs

Never thought that I would be where I am today. I had scholarships for college but choose a different path. Do I regret that? No, I do think about how my life might be, but I would not change it, for the things I have been taken through have much more value to me then anything I can express. I am glad that I have met everyone I have and with that I take with me life long friends that I will always hold close to heart. I am so much more at ease with myself today compared to the day prior and more so then a few years ago. People know me for my sayings, my lovely personality (shy, loud, caring, punk...etc.), my craziness, and the total package. You can't tell me if you have been around me that you didn't take something from me, for instance a saying (specially that) you find yourself saying, booty, doggie, yo, something off the wall you know.... I always have something smart to say until I get around someone and they talk that crap that makes me turn red... You know what I'm talking about...LOL We all do big thangs everyday, in our own way. Be it doing good at work, school, practice, or just doing something that makes you happy or making that sacrifice for someone. That is doing big thangs, I have come so far and I feel I do big thangs everyday. Making people happy is my number one... I will always try to make you happy baby boy and you know that you make me happy so just keep doing you, naw mean. My friends and family I love you and would never leave you out of the big thangs that are just starting in my life. I got you regardless of anything you might have thought about me, I hold down who I am with and whoever holds me down will be with me in the end, on top.... I said it before, "Can't stop won't stop", live life to this, the day you stop, the day you admit you quit and no longer have meaning. Don't ever give up, I will never give up on you. So what Big Thangs have you done today? Then next time you do something that makes you happy, you buy something new, do something kind for someone else or made a sacrifice but it made you feel good; guess what you are doing...

BIG THANGS..........

Steady Pace....

Remember that you can make it, you just have to learn to go at a steady pace. There is so much to accomplish but you can set goals and time lines then they are all in arms reach. If we learn how to take goals and aspirations and put them into a schedule then they can be achieved. Nothing is too far out of reach if you have the will to work for it. Relationships are the same way, if you go to fast you are bound for disaster, if you move to slow then you are eventually going to lose interest in one another. If you can move at a steady pace and learn to progress together then you grow together. Never leave the other behind, communication is a key to progression and a big step forward in a relationship. Things are never going to go as planned so remember that and plan to have something go astray. When you plan for the stuff to go wrong then you are not so flustered when it does happen and you find yourself dealing with the situation, cool, calm and collective. I feel that I have grown and now I am taking any relationship I may find myself in at a steady pace. I was young before and thought I knew what I wanted just like everyone thinks they know, things, taste and peoples outlook on life change daily. I know now that what I want is real solid ground, and someone to hold me down. I know I found someone that is like that, but will be remain? No one knows the answer to that you can't change someone, you can only love them and work through their flaws and hope that they stay with you through smooth and hard times. Take a look at your life and see where you are. Can you honestly say that you are where you want to be and are you going to slow, to fast or are you going at A....

STEADY PACE......

Boo Boo

What comes to your mind when you think of this word??? Hmmmmmmmm. I know what you are thinking and to me it is not even like that. Do you remember Yogi and Boo Boo? I do and I loved that cartoon. My father used to call me his little Boo Boo. I used to be embarrassed of that nickname but now I know the meaning. I like it, it is cute and means so much more to me know then an annoying nickname. Have you ever had a nickname and you never wanted anyone to know it? There are so many of us that have nicknames that we are ashamed of, but when you think of it you should be proud of it. Words have different meanings to everyone. Boo Boo could mean something nasty but it could also mean something sweet like a cute nickname. Thanks pops, I will always be your little Boo Boo. I am so proud of my pops and my family to say the least. Think about your past growing up and remember your nicknames from, your friends and family. Think about what they mean to you now and be proud of them, I am. One question for you.... Can you be my Yogi, and me your,

BOO-BOO......

Inspiration

I have a saying that I like to say to say; "Hope comes from inspiration, inspire someone today".. This says a lot just in a few words. I try to help people and give them positive motivation. I have inspiration everyday I wake up to great friends, family, past loves, my man. You all just make it a better life for me to lead. I hope that I can be such a great inspiration to all of you and to my daughter. I love all of you very much and hope that in someone I have touched your lives for the best. Baby you have done so much for me and you will never know how much your support means to me. That is all the inspiration I need, support is a major inspiration in someone's life. To my friends, you are always there to give me support when I need it and I try to open up, you always tell me the truth be it bad or good, I appreciate that. My family, you are always there to listen and talk to me no matter what time I call you. I love you all for that. To, Will, I am glad that you put me through what you did it made me a better person. To, Q, I doubt he will ever see this, but thanks for all the pain it made me stronger and makes me want more, you gave me the will to never accept second best. How many people affect your life? Are you someone's inspiration? Be mine and I will be yours. That is all you can ask, will you be my...

INSPIRATION....