Ode to a dear friend.........

My friend that has been there through my Korean experience that is my brother, for life. I know that we will part on good terms and that the times that we shared here, be them good bad or indifferent were all worth it. I know that we have been through a lot together and had each other to lean on and confide in. You are the one that I would consider true to heart and I am glad that I was able to help you find yourself you know. I am also glad that you helped me relax and start letting loose and not really being up tight about so much... You know what I mean. We will take with us our sister, Giggles, she has been the one that is off the Richter. I love you, ma, you keep the party going...(Smile) You know that you me and P had some real good times. Cara, had to be the one that made me and you turn in to alcoholics, LOL not trying to blame you...(smile) Those times will never be forgotten. Jen, she has been chillin with us for the past 6 months almost and damn, everyone has had some great times, you are off the chain and I know you mean a lot to P and me.. Yo, Smoke Dogg, you know that you are leaving with a piece of my heart. You know all of my trials and tribulations and you met Fish a piece of my past and now my present and he told you everything that I told you about me.. You just know that I am real and you have let me be me. People are so scared to be themselves and I think that I make people feel at ease around me so that they can act themselves regardless and not worry about impressing someone. My heart will be missing a big piece when you leave but I know that if I don't see a majority of the people I have met through out my military career I will see you again for sure. Make sure that you never forget that you are the one that makes a difference in so many lives and that you need to keep a good head on your shoulders and when times get rough I will be there supporting you through what ever you are going thru. Hope that you know this, I love you man.... This is not but a touch of what I want to say so stay tuned for future posts..
The only way to express is to show you this...

ODE TO A DEAR FRIEND...

Relationships

In a relationship, if I could get the five things..........that would really make my heart sing....
1. A love that wont die....
2. Eyes that wont cry.....
3. And lips that wont lie...
4. A heart that will mend...
5. A life so that I`ll sacrifice...

These are what I want I don't know what it is you want, tell me so that this thing can work. Only communication can make something work. Talk out the issues be it good or bad let that person know what is wrong. If you don't you build up so much, anger that you will begin to hate that person and the love dies. Remember a relationship, be it friends, family or lovers, is a two way street. You are probably wondering why I always write on love, but if you took the time to read you will see that I write on everything. Keep up all efforts to love like it is your first love and live life like its your last breath. Always remember have no regrets.

"You can`t make someone love you, just be the one who can be loved"...."Love is when you dont sleep and think that reality is better than a dream".........................
So keep this thing strong and remember that regardless of the relationship it is the effort you put forth that determines the results... Everything revolves around....

RELATIONSHIPS......

Everytime....

Everytime I go to sleep I think of you
Everytime I think about you I get weak
Everytime I am alone I wish you were near
Everytime I hear the phone ring I think it's you I will hear
Everytime I am about to just give up you give me hope
Everytime I need you, you are there
Everytime I want to give up you push me
Everytime I think there is no point you give me one
Everytime I want to be comforted you try your best
Everytime I need a friend you give me your full attention
Everytime I think that the world has given up you let me know they are waiting on me
Everytime I need family you step in and be my long distance love
Everytime I want to tell you thank you for all you do, you tell me thank you
Everytime I look at you I get lost and forget all the problems I am having
Everytime I think that you are leaving you stay and give me the attention I need
Everytime I act out of character I need you to know it is because I can't help it I CARE for U
Everytime you do something for me I love it, LOVE, everything....

EVERYTIME.........

I LOVE YOU.......

Three of the most powerful, miss used and abused words in the world. How can those three small words do so much? To think that without out one another they are harmless. But when you say I love you to someone that means that you are committed and would not doing anything grimey to hurt that person. No playing on the side giving your number to meaningless people, you know that in the end all this does is cause drama. You let these feelings control your emotions, some people say they love you and really just say I love you, because they think that is what you want to hear. Maybe, they say it to try to keep you, knowing they really don't love you. Despite the notion that love is all you need, you really need to be loved you can love all day, but at the end of the day, is the love being returned? Can you go on saying those words, thinking you mean them but not really? Is love in the world a game or is there still people out there that truly know what love is and understand that love is work and that you have to put all efforts forward, not half ass. You can not fully love some one if you have prior engagements. Leave the drama alone, trust is there and earned, but is taken when you act a fool. Don't leave room for error, make sure they know you care. It's not fun to be hurt, specially when you find out the others dirt. Damn, the things that happen to us in our lives is not always the best. Make sure that you are never scared to live and love, when you do it, do it all out don't hold back. Jealousy is a hard thing to hide, fight or deal with, everyone has it, how do you deal with it. I act very different then others and some might think that it is childish or crazy but the way I deal with my problems is to not talk when I am mad but to talk later when I am level headed. Nothing is resolved when you yell and scream or argue about something. If you tell someone that you love them then mean it don't just say it to hear it. I know when I have said it the few times I have always meant it, funny I never told Q I loved him, I told him I had love for him, never loved him the way I love someone now. Never thought that love would be like this, now I know it takes work and patience I knew part of that but now I know. Think about everything you say everyday and if you really do love that special someone you can whole heartedly say......

I LOVE YOU........

Maybe..........

Maybe we are supposed to meet the wrong ones before we meet the good one, because this will make us appreciate them more. Maybe, a good friend is someone that you can just sit with, without saying anything and when you walk away think that is the best conversation you ever had. Maybe, it's true that we don't know what we have until it's gone, and we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe, when the door of happiness closes, there is always another door opening to welcome us. Maybe, we miss the opportunity to go through the new door due to the fact that we are stuck looking at the door that closed on us. Maybe, we have a lot of good things in our life that we just take for granted, unknowingly. Maybe, someone in your life gave you everything that you should have but never had in a relationship, or friendship but didn't know what to do and you hurt them in the end. Maybe, we should remember that when we love someone we should never expect love in return, we should let it grow and if it doesn't then be happy knowing that it grew in you. Maybe, we should know that it takes a minute to crush someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Maybe love plays a big role in our lives and a lot of us are scared to love again from the past miss happenings. Maybe, you have everything that you ever needed right in front of your face, you just don't know what to do with it, or you might ask yourself is this for real? Maybe, there are things that we can not explain we just do them and never wonder why, do you wonder why? Maybe, life deals us the hands due to the fact that we are all made different we just have to learn to live with our imperfections. Maybe, the one you love hopefully loves you just as much if not more for everything excepts you for every flaw and imperfection that you have. Maybe I am just a person that has something to say and looking for someone to hear it, what do you think? Maybe, the person that has my love is the luckiest person in the world, the boundaries are limitless and you should no there is nothing I won't do for you. Maybe, we all have something that bonds us to life's struggles but we all have to remember that we have choices and making the one that makes you happy is the one you should choose, but remember that sometimes we have to make sacrifices to make ourselves and the ones you love happy. Maybe you should ask yourself what is in store for you, because there is always something good for you in store and remember there is always....

MAYBE.....