Thursday, September 21, 2006


Dreamin'

Why is it, that the best things are unseen? When we fall in love you don't see it. When we cry we usually close our eyes. When we kiss and when we dream we always close our eyes...

I have always wondered if when someone kisses you and they close their eyes are they imagining or wishing that you were or are someone else? How about when we cry do we close our eyes to pretend like we are the only ones there or hurting?

The greatest thing that has happened to me is to experience love and I know that there is really not a definition to it but we all have our own explanation or definition to what love is to us. To me it is waking up to a beautiful face and gorgeous brown eyes everyday. Knowing that when I go to sleep the last person I see is the same person I see when I wake up and that if I don't wake up the last person I saw was the love of my life. Knowing that regardless of what happens we are there for each other knowing that there are ups and downs we are here for the long haul. The feeling of euphoria when ever I think of you and not knowing what is in store for us around the corner. Experiencing life with someone that sees you and knows you for you and is willing to live this life they way it was meant to be lived. The feeling I get when you touch me sends tingles up and down my spine and never getting tired of hearing you tell me, "I love you".

This is all unseen but I feel it and I know that this can not be a dream or if it is I pray to never again wake and open my eyes and find an empty bed cold sheets and a pillow with no indentation cause you never existed and never laid your head on my pillow. Please if this is what it is make sure that I just keep on....

DREAMIN'!!!!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Questions???

Have you ever had questions and no nerve? I think that we all have questions that probably will go unanswered for the rest of our lives. Either we don't have the courage to ask or hear the answer if we did ask or it just boils down to never really being the right time. We have to intervene and make time work to our advantage because if we don't we will always have those questions on the tip of our tongues or nagging us in the back of our minds.

I will put mine on here because I am taking advantage of my resources and lets see if some of my questions get answered....

What is love to you and are there guidelines?

Whose fault is it who we fall in love with?

Why do you find me attractive?

Am I as good as your previous or where do I lack where they gained?

What is the problem with the world everyone is equal, right?

Why do we hate on ethnicity, sexuality and religion?

Do you wonder how bad things will be for your kids?

I hope that you can answer some of these questions; leave me a comment or shoot me an e-mail. It all comes down to the answers due to our.....

QUESTIONS.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

How far...

How far would you go to achieve your dreams?
How far would you be willing to venture to see your true love one last time?
How far is the truth from your lips?
How far is enough?
How far is the breaking point?
How far would you go to appease your true calling?
How far is the closest aspect of the real you?
How far is this life going to take you?
How far are you willing to go for your name to carry on?
How far or how long will you let your life mean nothing?
How far is not far enough.... Just tell me that you are willing to go that much

Further...

I will go as far as needs be to prove my worth, my love and my self being. For my love I want to be the one that shows you everything and anything that you lack to see and learn everything about you and with you. Remember that knowledge is only power when you share what you know and willing to learn what they know. My worth and self being I want my family and Bookie to know I am here and will prove what I mean soon enough. I will not accept second best and do not expect any of you to. We are the ones that set in stone our lives and we can only live one day at a time plan for today and not tomorrow for that day may not come. Push everything you do to the limit and go that much further, start loving the life we have now.