Thursday, October 23, 2008

Why am I so indecisive?

I know what I want yet at the same time I am stuck between reality and fantasy.
What is it that I really want?
Do I go on acting as if I know that everything is ok and that I am a civilian.
All I know is the military.
Do I go back and ruin what I have in my life now and settle for familiarity?
My life to me is spinning in a circle of lifeless emotions with no real direction.
My heart flutters every time I see a text or e-mail from you
Your voice makes my day seeing you smile makes my night
Somehow with you my life has direction you are my medium, my equilibrium
With nothing making sense and being a broken compass my life no has meaning
Maybe there is a meaning for my indecisiveness...
Could it be YOU?

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