Lost....

Why do you feel like you are going somewhere and it's the right way but at the same time you feel so lost? At work I feel drained, tired, unmotivated and hypocritical. For some reason I know that I am determined to accomplish my goals but at the same time I no longer know what they are???? Confused and guilt ridden with the clock ticking and my mind going in a thousand different directions. I just need to jump on one track and ride it out.... Can I do this or will I end up at a dead end and feeling once again LOST...?

Do we all go through this in our lives? Is anyone truly happy in what the are doing now? I mean 110% pure satisfaction and they have no regrets? I still think I know what I want but to get that is going to be very difficult since I was never granted the opportunity to just go to college since I chose to protect the nation. Now I want to get a degree and my Chef certification and do what I love.

All I need is a light to help guide me along the right path and push me to go, I have become one lost lazy soul.... This is not me and I want to be found and once again a happy and content clown.... Help me, for right now I know that I am....


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